Both heartbreaking and healing, Nieve Ella’s new track ‘All My Mess’ turns her personal vulnerability into something universally comforting.
Originally written when she was 19, it explores self-sabotage and overthinking in relationships fuelled by her insecurities. Now, framed as a moment for Nieve to let that version of herself go, this song acts as a reminder to anyone who needs to hear that they’re beautiful, even if all they can see is their flaws.
A gentle piano melody, fused with tender guitar strums, carries the warmth of the song, acting as reassurance that loving yourself takes time, but it will come. Having the track stripped back so much emphasises Nieve’s delicate vocals, allowing you to genuinely feel her pain and struggle. Combined with lyricism that is completely open and honest, it becomes truly aching.
She addresses how she can’t even look at herself in the mirror, despite having a partner who loves every part of her body. Her raw admission shows just how deep-rooted her negative thoughts and beliefs had become. It depicts how self-doubt ended up overpowering the strength of the relationship, regardless of their love for one another.
The music video for the track pairs perfectly with the story through simple scenes. Whether she’s lying in bed alone, staring at herself in the mirror, or showering, those insecurities still fill her mind. It feels like an endless cycle which is bound to repeat the next day.
This track is for anyone who’s ever felt like they can’t accept that they deserve love, offering a safe place to feel understood. Having inner struggles isn’t a weakness, it’s a way to grow.
Emma Turner
Image: ‘All My Mess’ Official Single Cover